Recent Poetry

• November 24th


Headphones and music,
drowned out the monstrous beast,
who lurked around every corner,
until his next manic episode unleashed.



• November 23rd


If you didn’t want me,
you shouldn’t have had me.



• November 22nd


Spoon feed me flowers,
until I’m pretty on the inside too.



• November 21st


“Why do you have so many piercings?”
~ to remind me of a time I could not go back too.



• November 19th


The rain water,
drizzled on the stained car glass,
leaving circles of hope,
and bubbles of optimism.



• November 18th


I think i’ve been a shadow long enough.



• November 17th


When you take care of others,
how are you supposed to take care of yourself?



• November 16th


I hug the edge of my bed,
grip the sheets of where you use to sleep,
and scream so loud the neighbors can hear,
begging you will somehow reappear.
~ you were my e v e r y t h i n g.


• November 15th


You do not need closure,
from demons that burned you.



• November 14th


All you pointed out,
was my flaws,
while all I did,
was compliment you.



• November 13th


I didn't want to lose you,
but I couldn't keep you either.
~ i'm learning to love myself.


• November 12th


I thought he liked me,
but he only liked parts of me.
~ I deserve to feel whole.


• November 11th


I pick the fallen leaves,
out of your memorial,
& they keep reminding me,
how good things must come to an end.
~ but you weren’t good, you were great.


• November 10th


this pain,
it stings,
and oh,
it fucking burns,
~ where are you when I need you the most?


• November 9th


& she fell in love with everything,
besides herself.
~ once upon a time.



• November 8th


My pen bleeds the words,
that I don’t have the courage to say outloud.



• November 7th


The ones who wake up,
with a messy bun,
and flawless skin,
ready to seize the day.
~ why couldn’t I be one of those girls.

• November 6th


I don’t have to refill your water bowl,
or clean your litter box six times anymore,
and can finally throw my clothes on my floor,
without you peeing on it.
~ I would do anything just to fucking hold you again.

• November 5th


She picked and twirled twigs from the floor,
Distributing them upon her shoulders
Where they fell many times before,
In attempt to fly again.

• November 4th


I wish I was a highlighter,
So I could highlight all the good parts of life.

• November 3rd


He picked me,
the same way he chose,
what pillow he wanted to sleep with,
that night.
~ just one of many.

• November 2nd


When you grow up with chaos,
somewhere along the lines,
it becomes "normal,"
and you get use to it.

• November 1st


I drown out the thought of you,
As I submerge underneath the sand,
On top of me - - you walk all over,
As of though it were planned,

No longer will I stay beneath,
I will pull you under with one hand,
Twist, toss, and taunt you,
Until you can no longer stand,

Vengeance may not be the answer,
But I’m coming back to life,
I won’t stop until you understand,
What it feels like to have the upper hand.

• October


I found you,
Unable to walk,
And all I could hear was,
Your screams of pain.
~ I wish I could have taken your place.