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I found you,
Unable to walk,
And all I could hear was,
Your screams of pain.
~ I wish I could have taken your place.

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I knew this day would come,
But not the day after my birthday.
~ I've never loved someone more than you.

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I held you close,
Unravelled the window curtains,
Preaching love into your ears,
To look out side,

So you could treasure,
the sunset,
And hear the birds,
One last time.
~ I miss you everyday.

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I was counting down the hours,
To take her to the vet,
And then I was counting down the hours,
How long she’d been dead for.
~ Am I going to be okay?

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How do you call your boss,
Without crying,
And explain you can’t come into work,
Because your best friend is no longer here?
~ I couldn't, so I texted instead.

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I didn’t even brush my teeth,
And I was digging a hole in the backyard.
The fence held me up,
Cushioning my tears.
~ I've never buried a best friend before.

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My friend asked me to go on a walk,
But the last walk I took,
Was to bury my best friend,
Six feet deep.. in the backyard.
~ I'm still not okay.

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I found one of your whiskers,
While I was vaccumming my room,
I taped it to my mirror;
It’s the only thing I have left of you.

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I managed to wash the blanket,
that you died on,
but I have yet to wash my shoes,
they still have residues of dirt,
that I buried you with.

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What do you do?
When the first thing you do every morning,
Is take care of someone,
Whose no longer there?

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i can’t even drink my coffee
and not cry;
while pouring milk
into it.
~ you always begged for some.

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I held you close,
Until your last final breath,
And I keep reliving it over and over and fucking over again.
~ I'm not okay.

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I’m looking forward to the day,
when I stop having nightmares.
~ I wish I could have saved you.

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I come home from work,
And look at the corner of my bed,
Hoping to see you,
Still there.
~ This doesn't feel real.

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My heart,
Is under and over,
In fire.

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I can hear you,
and I can see you,
In pigments,
Of my memory.

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You had the sweetest meow,
with heavenly white patches,
and carbon black fur,
but even when the sun is shining,
still, all I see is gray.

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I’m trying to accept you're gone,
and this is my new life now,
but i just wish you were still in it.
~i had some help & built you a memorial ❤

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I’ve gained six pounds,
But I don’t care about my weight anymore,
All I can think about,
Is how I lost you.

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I volunteered for the first time this year;
and instead of “Patient Transport”,
the computer has been locked on,
“Spiritual Pet Companion”.
~ is this a coincidence or am I losing my mind?

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Every morning,
You would wait for me in the window sill,
& now every morning,
I visit you at your grave.

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I’m not sure,
if I’m getting better,
or if I’m getting worse,
is this what moving on is?

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I think I would be okay,
If I knew you were okay too.

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Losing you,
was more than losing my other half,
neverless,
i lost a part of myself.

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I don’t have to refill your water bowl,
or clean your litter box six times anymore,
and can finally throw my clothes on my floor,
without you peeing on it.
~ I would do anything just to fucking hold you again.

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