Struggle •

The piercing sharp blade,
Gutted deep into my lip,
As I saw a white line,
Attached to a ship.

The line budged, tugged and pulled,
But the metal would not slip.
How was I so easily fooled?
As more blood began to drip.

I swam up and down,
And even left and right,
Despite my attempts to escape,
I would not win this fight.

I slowly approached the air,
Continuously gasping for water,
The tare burned my mouth,
Mentally preparing me for my slaughter.

As I reached the surface,
I pondered my purpose,
But I flipped and I flopped,
Begging to be free.
The human reeled me in, As I dangled upon the line
Looked me in the eyes,
And said “It’s not your time.”

My mouth yanked,
And the hook was released,
Back into the water I was thrown,
But this near death experience,
Left me internal peace.

Struggle •

I don’t remember your face,
But it’s not your fault,
Too much I drank,
Shots without halt,

Blurred vision I saw,
Couldn’t speak clearly,
You dived in raw,
I struggled dearly.

You thrusted my body,
Clenched me to your hip,
Screamed and I budged,
But couldn’t escape your grip.

Hand over my mouth,
Tears streamed down my face,
Gasping for air,
You increased the pace.

Faster and harder,
I was to weak,
Soon you would finish,
All over me and leak.

I don’t remember your face,
But you haunt me,
Fingers playing with my body,
Like I was your toy dolly.

Sweat of your pores,
Continuous huff of your breath,
Only inside me once,
But it feels like you never left.

Struggle •

the mask
couldn't hide
e v e r y t h i n g

Struggle •

The nights became colder,
and the days slipped by
daydreaming of the life she use to have

Struggle •

I clenched my fists and cursed the sky,
longing to release my mind

Struggle •

This game called life?
I wanted to live for me,
and stop dying for others.

Struggle •

some people are born lucky,
for those,
who are like me,
we have to work for what we want.

Struggle •

one more slip,
until she fell,
but rose above all odds,
the angel from hell.

Struggle •

I had a bad day;
I let others control my happiness.

Struggle •

I didn't see an entrance sign to enter life,
I suppose I won't see an exit sign either.

Struggle •

I inched
and I crawled,
only to be swallowed whole.

Struggle •

wine tastes sweeter,
when drank without regret.

Struggle •

force
a
smile
to
drain
my
soul