Journal

2024

Only took me all year to update this site -_0 lol

• It's been rough to say the least. Alot has happened. I had a baby boy and I love him dearly. I took a three month leave of absence from my job assuming I would be able to go back to work one day a week, but I was wrong. Apparently my contract states I have to work 25 hours minimum to continued to be employed at the company I worked for. I planned on going into work the one day that my boyfriend works remote but here we are. I also broke my old iphone 8 (yes I still had one of those) and had to get one of the new fancy iphones. My car also broke down so on top of that I had to take out a loan for a new car. Oh and my boyfriend and I put a down payment on a house. It's been very hard between us. If I knew then, what I do now, i'm not so sure i'd still be in this relationship. Unfortunately i'm in a situation which doesn't really allow me much wiggle room at the moment. It makes me super upset honestly. Crazy how you can be so "in love" with someone and then one day wake up and realize the person you love treats you like trash and you were just to blinded to see. Ugh. To top that off, his parents bought a house 10 minutes away from us after the baby was born. There complete psychos and think their son can do nothing wrong in their eyes. Mind you he is a spoiled only child to say the least. I'm trying my best to stay positive but it's been really hard and unfortunately time's ticking and i'm only getting older. sigh ._.



2024

Annual Recertification for Critical Care Program

• Our records indicate that you or someone in your home is medically dependent on electric-powered life-support equipment and we are following up on a letter we recently mailed to you. If you have already responded to that letter, you may disregard this email.
^^ emails like this still flood my inbox & they still sting even though it's been two years since you've been gone.

2024

Happy New Year ^_^

• I hope everyone has a wonderful month :3 I've been super busy so i've had to take a break from zee internet. I'm still nicotine free (3 months total). Crazy how I still get the urge to smoke every now & again. Welp will update this more when I get the chance.