• 3/6/21

wine tastes sweeter,
when drank without regret.

• 3/5/21

This game called life?
I wanted to live for me,
and stop dying for others.

• 3/4/21

the urge for change,
lingered inside my soul

• 3/3/21

the mask
couldn't hide
e v e r y t h i n g

• 3/3/21

force
a
smile
to
drain
my
soul

• 3/2/21

my favorite jeans
no longer caressed my waist,
and the kangaroo pouch
took its place.

• 3/1/21

Can I dance
upon the
stars
and
kiss
the moon?

• 2/29/21

I didn't see an entrance sign to enter life,
I suppose I won't see an exit sign either.

• 2/28/21

I inched
and I crawled,
only to be swallowed whole.

• 2/27/21

I think it’s time to light a match inside souls
and deliver chills down
s
p
i
n
e
s
when they read what I’ve been through
~ Keep on carrying on.

• 2/26/21

The nights became colder,
and the days slipped by
daydreaming of the life she use to have

• 2/25/21

I clenched my fists and cursed the sky,
longing to release my mind

• 2/22/21

The petals danced,
as they swayed beneath the flower,
screaming they were special too.

• 2/18/21

I will continue to write,
Until you hear me.

• 2/13/21

Getting comfortable with the uncomfortable,
Well now,
That’s a really awkward feeling…
I suggest you try it.

• 2/12/21

Let go of
Others who are
Not meant for you &
Eventually you'll
Learn to love
Yourself

• 2/10/21

Why do I have to diminish my emotions
To fit the needs of a heart
That doesn’t belong?

• 2/2/21

94% of college graduates have a career within six months of graduation,
but i'm part of the 6%,
and I wonder what the 6% of us are doing at this very moment.

• 1/19/21

some people are born lucky,
for those,
who are like me,
we have to work for what we want.

• 1/18/21

Am I finding,
 or creating myself?

• 1/18/21

Trying to hurt me,
isn’t going to win me back.
~ not this time.

• 1/09/21

CHOOSE TO LET GO
 AND WATCH THE LOVE START POURING IN

• 12/15/20

the butterflies dance inside my brain,
weaving in and out sweet lullabies.

• 12/11/20

I’m taking chances,
I’m making mistakes,
BUT I’M TAKING CHANCES.
~ to live a life with no regret.

• 12/10/20

knowing the difference between
then and than
isn’t important...
~ who you are is important.

• 12/09/20

one more slip,
until she fell,
but rose above all odds,
the angel from hell.

Personal • 12/08/20

I had a bad day;
I let others control my happiness.

Mom • 12/07/20

when you can't delete your voicemails,
wondering if it's the last time
you'll hear them speak.
~ That feeling.

You inspired this • 12/06/20

YOUR SOUL MATE,
Won’t have you asking for the things you want...
they'll already be doing them.
~ A fairy tale.

Personal • 12/01/20

Happiness is watching my cat fall asleep,
Face first into my blankets.
~ It really is the little things.

Mom • 11/30/20

I watch her sway,
back and forth,
as she chugs another glass,
displaying no remorse.
~ I wish you'd let me help you.

Personal • 11/23/20

is it that chaotic?
to think a girl who lightens the sky,
demises in her own disdain

Mom • 11/21/20

do you know what it feels like?
to study diseases your mother can’t recover from?
~ I wish I didn't.

You inspired this • 11/20/20

I'm sorry sweetheart,
but you didn't need plan B;
YOU NEEDED PLAN A...
 ~ sorry not sorry.

Personal • 11/19/20

the feelings I feel,
and visions I see,
are blind to normal eyes,
but colorful to me.

You inspired this • 11/17/20

You and I
In a w o r l d full of language,
we are told to put ourselves second.
~Strange isn’t it?

Personal • 11/08/20

I
wonder
if
i'll
ever
find
myself

Mom • 11/07/20

her ventilator turns on
& I hear a loud beep
coughing and choking follow
as the phlegm starts to seep
~I don’t want to lose you

You inspired this • 11/06/20

sometimes you gotta just cut people off,
and do what’s best for you

You Inspired This • 11/04/20

Just like the games of chess we use to play,
I’d always lose,
little did I know,
being in a relationship with you,
I’d still just be a pawn...
I wanted to be your queen.

You Inspired This • 11/03/20

The only time you bought me flowers,
Was when I had to ask for them

Mom • 11/02/20

I know I wasn’t the favorite child,
but I was still your child

You inspired this • 10/29/20

I enjoyed taking photos with you
but,
the only photos you took,
were ones you could use against me

Mom • 10/28/20

the eggs cracked upon my mothers hair,
streaming down her cheeks,
leaving d r i p s of sunshine,
screaming for a better tomorrow

Personal • 10/27/20

I collected broken cigarettes
and crack pipes from the garden,
not much has grown since